I spent most of today thinking it was Thursday. It’s not. It’s Wednesday. I’m downtown studying and drinking coffee. my test is less than a week away. I’m anxious about it, of course, but it’s a completely different experience this time. My anxiety is more focused. Last time I had a lot of unknowns to worry about. Now I’m just worried specifically about the content of the exam.
I’ve been doing some studying, but nothing like before. Before I was learning a lot of shit. Now, I’ve learned it. Any given scenario, and in theory I should be able to either remember how to do it, or know where to look it up. The trick will be in the execution.
I’m sick of thinking about this test. I’ve been living with it so long in my mind that I don’t have a clue what I’m going to do when it’s over. That will be a big void that will need to be filled.
Next week is the test. it’s actually a week from today. I’m driving up to Raleigh on Tuesday, taking the test Wednesday morning, and driving back after the test. I’m off the rest of the week on vacation. I don’t know what I’ll do on vacation. I guess it depends on if I pass or not. I may just stay in bed for the rest of the week.